Am I simply too stubborn or cold blooded?

Strange deep unexpressable feelings flowing through my thoughts... not knowing whether am I doing the appropriate thing or not. Didnt know whether should I forget and forgive whatever had happened or to continue as per normal.

Indeed there lies many uncertainities whether am I too stubborn or cold blooded over past issues, where I couldnt recall which series of events had led to what I am today.

Am I simply too stubborn or cold blooded? Leaving no opportunities for others to voice out any opinions` Or to feel depressed after no longer around`