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Sarah Brightman
I was searching for music and soundtracks for the two 2008 Productions on the Internet. I came across this very unique and versatile female artist. She is Sarah Brightman. I find the way she express her songs beautifully. Of her Albums, I was attracted to .Today, I had purchased this 2003 production from City Hall . As usual, I will ask the salesgal for assistance as I do not want to spend time searching. I was attended by this salesgal, hmm. . . I find her sweet and nice. . . Anyone wants to go to that cd shop? Maybe I should get to kn0w her, maybe . . .
My Decision at this Point of Time
I have been struggling with thoughts about my career and study. How do I manage and make both favourable to myself? What is the key element? QW asked "What is holding you back?" I questioned myself several times, whether am I too emotion or whether am I too passion? I recall thoughts and feelings for letting go when I at school days, cca, sea wolf and now intrepid. Letting go is indeed a tough decision. But what are the actual factors? Am I already in my comfort zone? My career? My colleagues onboard? My new colleague in the department?I have no idea but I believe that my decision is right to follow my heart, for later days I will not regret. Although I am certain that I will complain, curse and swear especially when ship crosses terrible sea states. But at least I will not regret when I am older.
Surviving in the elements of unknown
Making the Latter Decision
Nine months. From purchase of RC kite, learning squash, driving lessons, driving theory test, nus pre-university course, nus admission, AHM run and new colleague in the department, there re many significants events that had happened.
Of which, is about my future. I am very concern but lost in direction about my career. I have not decided whether shall I stay in this organisation for good. Or whether shall I leave the organisation at the 10 years to see the competitive world out there... However regardless which path I have choose, I had intended to upgrade. I had enrolled in the January intake in NUS BTECH in Mechanical Engg. Upon graduating from my studies, I will also complete my 10 years bond with the organisation.
And the question on whether to stay for good depends on severals factors and the situation that I am in at the time of continuing the contract, if I am offered. Will I want to seek freedom? Do I mind the 3-4k fixed salary per month? And if I have decided to stay for good, I must be able to forgo the prospects as there are already many seniors accompanying the heavenly positions at shore.
Maiden Voyage - Delayed BTECH by One Semester
Sailing on the maiden voyage to france is indeed a very tempting journey. However, there are not many people who wishes to go for this voyage, mainly because of the 3 to 4 months long deployment over the few miserable ports.
Back in 2004/05, I was tempted and eager to be posted to sail round the world to widen my views.
Today, despite my replacement is here, and the ship can still afford to let the department sail with four. I am struggling with my decisions to delay my studies by one sememster. And the price to pay is of course, the administrative fees for one sememster of about $250, and that I will not be able to go ashore in next 3 years. In other words, I may have to do my studies while I am onboard the ship.
Diary 24 Dec 06 - Christmas Eve Dinner
Had christmas eve dinner wif agnes and the usual badminaton kakis in Park Lane, Tao Modern Pacific Cuisine Restuarant.