Diary 31 March 06 - CENTRINO TEST 06 => 07

Woke up slightly early to do final revision. Although I understand I didnt really completed studying all, but at least the essential bah` Next time this time, I must also touch on basic stuffs...

As for now never mind or rather sae no choice, when got time perhaps can start preparing for next year liao loh... Will it be too early or later wait no time due to operational constraits? Hmmm... uh huh?

Diary 30 March 06 => CENTRINO TEST & BONUSES

Preparing for the last battle` the last leap to the race... CENTRINO TEST

Performance Bonus slightly more than average plus Progress Bonus rich sia but also buy a number of gadgets liao` So back to square one then... LOLz

Am I simply too stubborn or cold blooded?

Strange deep unexpressable feelings flowing through my thoughts... not knowing whether am I doing the appropriate thing or not. Didnt know whether should I forget and forgive whatever had happened or to continue as per normal.

Indeed there lies many uncertainities whether am I too stubborn or cold blooded over past issues, where I couldnt recall which series of events had led to what I am today.

Am I simply too stubborn or cold blooded? Leaving no opportunities for others to voice out any opinions` Or to feel depressed after no longer around`

Diary 25 March 06 - Enjoying d process of mugging

Enduring the last leap for CENTRINO Test... a major exam for a special breed of men.

Mugging seriously through an enjoyable process` Key thing is to enjoy the process so not to feel stress. Stress is a substance that people or indiviual press onto oneself. Adquate pressure will do wonder while the reverse is irreversible`

Enjoy`

Re-packaging LiDeBoi Part II

Imaging is something that I should priorities to allow sufficient cash flow at all times. Apart from investing $$$, there are certain issues I should look into, such as hair style and accessories... Not really too sure what is suitable but I feel that as long as I am comfortable wif it, that s good enough.

To bring out LiDeBoi and not to create another person`

Highest Priorities
- Spec: GOTTEN!
- Get a metallic strip watch
- Get a nice jalan jalan sandal`

Await for Mid-Year Bonuses in June 06
- Sling bag for jalan jalan?
- More Polo T-shirts
- Accessories like braclets, necklance?

Diary 24 March 06 - New Specs + Line dancing

Long tiring day at work... Went out wif Princess Nez and met Psycho in the mrt station` Kinda of shock but at least glad that he is away from her now...

Anyway, Shanez accompany mi to make new spec, think its kinda of cool but wonder will it be too trendy for mi??? *Thinking hard but at least different from the existing ones*

After which we went to LJS for dinner and chat for a long time, assisted her in designing her cap artwork... Guess she must really like my design, I see from her genuine expression...

And before going home, we watch the line dance somewhere above macdonald, really eye opening and was indeed amazing` When I reached home, sms Shanez and she commented that she saw mi boarded the bus, she returned to the place for line dance` Dun know real or not, but believe her. No point or will not gain anything when she lied to mi... Neva tell mi otherwise I will also try out the steps` Sudden urge to try out the steps but dun know how to`

Spilt or Double Personalities

Very tired` Just woke up... I think I am not myself lately, having spilt or double personalities. Doing things of no logic, not of upright morale, not of the right stuffs... how can I erase these doings? God, please guide mi. Somebody wif no faith` Somebody who is lost on the track, dun know which way to move on`

Comments for previous posts` Gonjengtified

Never did I know that my blog is being watched these days... A simple blog that features my views towards life... For a simple guy who longs for a simple life, who is pursuing his life, trying very hard to survive in this society... A guy who is learning to love himself more than loving others... for he is still in search of true love` All that stupid craps you may think, but that s just my blog, like it or not`

Indeed I am glad that there are comments from friends. This indicates kind gestures of concerns for this simple guy who is strangling in this society`

Although we (friends) may not be able to meet, talk or msn wif one another due to the factor of time. But with my blog existing and consistent blogging, I will always be virtually around (sounds like dead sia... virtually around...)`

For friendships and comments I shall blog, these really encourages to blog even more`

Some thoughts for the day`

These days I suppose I am blogging for the sake of filling up some contents in this blog... writing for the sake of blogging` nothin much, nothing less... F-Workplan finishing soon, CENTRINO test coming soon... and finally IPPT` Had not really trained well for it, but will waste no time and start training soon. Anyway, must attain a minimum of Sliver, at least something to boost ranking at end of year wif all the peers. I dun know... this workplace I am in is very competitive. I am doing much more than I am paid. I dun know... perhaps just endure for another year before moving out` Looking forward to round the world trip`

No time for anything else... Rushing for datelines`

It has been quite some times since I blog... Had been really busy wif FWorkPlan 06/07. And I think I am rather not productive due to OT and as a result leading to insufficient rest. Lack of oxygen in the brain... Needs plently of rest => sleep.

And now high time for mi to start and even perhaps rush for other thingys like CENTRINO TEST and IPPT... No time liao` Even 48 hours a day also useful sia... Got to practise proper time management`

And also next thingy is re-packaging myself. That can put on hold for a while, I suppose` I really suppose...

Re-packaging LiDeBoi Part I

His two cent worth of thoughts may have convince that I should really doing something to my appearance, my packaging...

I do wholehheartedly agreed that it is the first impressive that counts and will perserve to work on that. Areas that I should improve;

- Change of Spec, current frame since 98 or 99, somewhere there ah` HIGHEST PRIORITY!!!!!
- Get a watch, metallic type
- proper sandals for going out` instead of shoes or slippers
- Get a nice sling bag for jalan jalan one`
- More Polo T-shirts

- Exercise to look fit
- Go sun tan, too fair liao`

Brain freeze at this hour... TBC when afresh`

Hectic season of the year`

Dear Bloggy,

sincerely apologises for 'abandoning' you for this period of time... will be busy doing (1) Swish/3Ds Studio Max/Flash Project, (2) preparing for CENTRINO Test and also (3) IPPT Test`

CENTRINO Test is indeed a great headache` Will be back start of next month or as and when I am free to dot down some notes...


Your faithfully blogger`

A mischevious accident

There is a child in each and every one of us regardless of age, time and space` Below narrates one mischevious incident of myself that I had injury myself to a certain degree. Since then, I had toned down even further more and control myself from preventing any unpleasant events to happen`

:

:

:

After several days keeping this as a draft, I had decided not to write about this incident as it may complex certain relationships and perhaps worsen it.